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Sunday, February 18. 2024Drinking, Movies, FunNot much today on Saturday in terms of activity and effort - snow made that a bit of a delay and reduction for some things. Two sons and one girlfriend, we took the dog and went to our local brewery. Lions Roar Brewing in Westfield, NJ. We played some card games. I struggled a bit recovering and understanding the rules, we all had a great game and I guess I was ok. I tried Red Ale. I didn't want beer originally, but figured why not one small one. I used to brew Red Ale and liked it as an old brewing. Today? Sorry, no taste. It wasn't bad. Just bland. So I drank half, and I guess beer is now done for me. There just wasn't anything I enjoyed. Not sad over that at all. Other meals have been amazingly tasty. I haven't had one non-delicious meal. Oldest son made a phenomenal Wagyu set of meat and I have had nothing that delicious in ages. My chicken pot pie yesterday from Gold Belly was amazingly delicious! 5 days of astoundingly good food! Still struggle over names and titles for movies. It is returning, but I am enjoying my reviewing and updating. Little bits to start. Walking has been great exercise and starting to grow the effort physically again. So health is fine. The tricky part? Wake up. 10 pm sleep on Friday, with 3am wake up and writing for 3 hours before a nap. Sigh. We'll work it all out over time I guess. Saturday evening? Midnight and not tired at all. Sent a note to Joe Rogan if he's interested in speaking with me. Or adding my doctors (if they are willing and open to discussion). Doubt he'll take part, but why not take a shot? Sent a note to my pastor and will be setting a meeting soon for discussion. Still no fears so far. No sadness. No worries. Still reading about what reality is likely to be. All good options. Had a wonderful phone call with an old friend who was Maid of Honor in our wedding originally. Her husband died years ago. She almost lost her life due to alcohol abuse and liver damage. She is fine now, and always a pleasure. She and I spoke so well and we discussed how to deal with her understanding. She was loving and delightful, regardless of her fear and sadness for me. I told her that I can't wait till she, my wife and my sister all take a nice trip after I'm likely a non-partaker. She'll earn and deserve that someday. But for now, we'll get together and speak as much as possible. A woman from high school (formerly Pocono Central Catholic in Cresco, PA) was not a friend of mine then, but became one about 20 years ago and we both have shared respect and support for years despite our almost non-existent high school friendship. We always have remarkably good and wonderful conversation. We spoke a few months ago, after losing another classmate shockingly. She is a pleasure, as always, so the 2/17 call was just as enjoyable. Each day, hopefully, will continue texts or calls in some way with different people. Open to speaking with anyone and trying to keep these for not only conservation gaining, but keeping it going as long as I'm lucky enough to have it this clearly. Always feel free and open if you're interested. There is nothing more fun than honesty and openness.
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I'm feeling a little like the pest who for some reason feels it necessary to comment on all your posts, but I just wanted to say that I'm enjoying (not sure that's quite the right word) your "travelogue." I hope Rogan takes you up on an interview (with or without doctors). In any case, I appreciate your posts and feel a bit privileged to read them.
Thanks. Still having a few issues putting conversation and ideas together.
Not that they are "wrong" or improperly engaged, or spelled. Just a little hard to maintain consistently and engaged. It's improving according to all the friends so far, so I'll keep that and your comments a big start! I lost my husband of 54 years and my beloved dog within a month and a half of each other last year, and I've been experiencing deep sadness and even some panic over the past months. I want you to know that your positive outlook (and your trouble is so much bigger than mine) is helping me dig my way out of this self-pity. I will always miss my loved ones, but thank God for my family and for people like you who don't give up. Thank you.
Thank you. I hope the best for others and always pushing myself for improvement and a willingness to speak/share with others who may have issues or fear.
One interesting note. With death - with me - being an absolute assured outcome right now in a relative period (so far all doctors have said expect 7-19 months as likely but there is small hope for 2 years or more), I have oddly said "I think about death in a positive and engaged way. Not afraid. Not worried. Not sad or scared. Oddly curious and want to talk about it more." I originally thought it would promote fear, worry, discussion of heaven or hell. I said "no, not at all." I'm having a strange interest in thinking about it. I had a procedure to eliminate trigeminal neuralgia in the brain some years ago. I was about your age as well. Quarter size hole in skull to do procedure and they also do it from a halo on your skull. When I woke I was pain free but it took a few days for brain fluid to replace what was lost. Absolutely no driving.
Coke has NEVER tasted right since then. Squirt, Miller Highlife, and an occasional blackberry brandy on ice taste fine. Never could drink ale. Maybe because warm Ballantine was about the only beverage available in the rear area in RVN when we got back there on a couple of occasions. Prognosis for me was great if it lasted one year and it indeed continues to last without any problems. I wish yours to be as sucessful. Take care and mend well. Thanks for that view. I think I'm having similar experiences in some cases, that's for sure. Hope you had/have the same. My view is "push for the engagement and involvement" as much as possible - right?
Been lurking on your story. I had brain surgery about 11 days ago. They fixed a compressionon my facial nerve. Stopped the constant twitching. My taste buds haven't been the same but was expected. Same with a touch of hearing loss but should recover. The lack of taste is good for my waist but maybe increasing seasoning on your food will make it more palatable, or a stronger brew for beer. Just not the bitterness-not hoppy. (I live in hop country). I've been making cranberry/elderberry juice. Trader joes has some good pure cranberry juice. Very tarty but good for you. While my spouse sits here whining about the weather, you, sir, are enjoying every day. God bless.
Bless you as well!
I know - similar issues, in terms of changes. I probably have had different health reactions, but there is certainly a massive change in some of the taste and indulgence due to the surgery and health that was involved. Seems funny and different at times, but mostly fine with food (which has been delicious) and odd with taste of drinks. Ivermectin. And why not? It is one of the most tested and used drugs and known to be safe. It won't hurt you and may help you. Yes I know what I'm saying at best sounds odd, but by golly there is actually something to this ivermectin treatment of cancer.
Go to goodrx.com and type in ivermectin and your preferred pharmacy. As low as $23 for 20 pills 3 mg.
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