Such a pleasure as I work to recover! I will make one more statement that sounds mean but I'm not afraid to finish this finally, regardless of what anyone replies with. I make so few, but this is so overdue in my life and so damn annoying from the office. Zachriel, who I shall name once because I learned so much about his deep trouble, and his shit and his stupidity, who he is where he is from, his lies, his evil, his deepness that was often overlooked. I have no trouble if his mind is eliminated. He must go. His work is the most evil and I dug up so much about him in my online work, prior to my recent health issues, to know him, without exposing him, and I hope he finally got my recommendation to corporations who insisted delivery of my information. So many people opposed him and I agreed. I feel right to oppose his deep evil. I know he thinks I do NOT know who he is - but I do. I know where he is from, who he is, but I had to, due to the office, keep it all quiet publicly. That's how social groups handle this. But he fell into a range of BS that I had to keep raising because he is deeply evil in my POV and not afraid to lie and be an asshole as a person. So now I won't be the same toward his action. I'm sure someone or he thinks there is more information I don't know. That is incorrect. I'm far more intelligent than he ever knew or admitted. Far more connected, far more knowledgeable and he literally told me once I didn't know about him (or his group as he used to say) when I did. Corporate handling required ME remaining quiet...so I'm being as polite limited as I can. I know everything. He'll say I don't - and he should know he's lying if he doesn't realize it.
No more naming of him. He shall leave and we shall return to happiness and love without the truths I exposed about him.
Now I will share other information because that's my last negativity...I've had several things on a few issues I've had to pressure and move on the last few weeks and now I've told everyone I'm ending that.
The one thing I'm sure many of you all have gone through is either known others who have suffered healthily due to similar problems. Or had them yourselves. I've decided to be open, honest, share what I can, learn what I can, and be happy about as much as I can - which is EVERYTHING when possible.
I still have 2 weeks to know how long I can live. Hoping for 20+ years (one friend had similar outcomes and is up 18 years), but 3 friends died after 18 months over the last 5 years. I will hope for more than 5! Difficult, though, the information may not go in that direction. After my reading, the outcomes seem heavily 50/50 for longer terms. But there is some for shorter outcomes.
That IS NOT SAD. 3 of my best friendships were fun relationships as their 18 months passed. They were happy, friendly, and open - we shared so many historic, life, political and friendship views! They weren't suffering mental losses! I'm not right now either! So why be sad or upset?
95% of my phone calls have had no errors, nothing wrong coming out, no misspellings. My typings and emails? Uh....well....lol. A recent one about Charleston and friends suffered from minor misspellings as my eyes still refunction and some words (a conversation about Gulla Gulla yesterday) had to do some reconfiguration work. My mind wasn't wrong! It was just struggling with small words! LOL
So shortcome. Work and business GREAT calls. Friends - all smooth and growing. Writing, all minor errors with improvements! Learning about the health over next 2 weeks. My little rescue doggie (we picked up a little French Bulldog mother who had 5 mills prior to the dog mills removal of mothers - many will kill mothers after births of a certain number, so we paid to adopt her. She came from Arkansas and is the sweetest, most fun and beautiful little dog at 7 now!) is so much fun we play every morning when we wake up! Neighbor conversations have been outside and positive. All great so far!
Still loving all you followers and commenters! Great statements in general, good religion, good love.
I've called many college friends (I took 5 religious classes on Buddhism, Catholicism, Judaism, Muslim/Islam and Protestantism over 40 years ago), and we've had great catch ups on how limited we've been with religion lifestyle. I'm picking up my Catholicism again - not because I NEED it. But I've never opposed it and a little Ash today isn't a bad idea.
I've never been deliberately evil or mean, without justification and truths. I'm even reducing that as much as possible today.
I've found my sports followings boosted with increased friendships and conversations and knowledge! Great increased knowledges and some engaged friendships.
I had to drop out of a non-profit board and mentorship group management temporarily which I'd been doing for the last 7 years. Helping students graduate and enter media for 7 years and improve lives and jobs! Great kids, great opportunities. Raised hundreds of thousands of support for it, new helpers and speakers! The CEO is the sweetest, most caring person I've known for years - even prayed last year after my new dog was hit by a car and needed leg surgery to recover and now she's doing the same for me! LOL
Followers - I know I'm still working through a lot, and some of this is just ongoing stuff as I work through it all! But dealing with a massive removal from the brain is always impacting - the question is how do you want to talk about it, manage it, treat it and handle it? I'm 100% open and honest and I'll not hold a damn thing back. There is more opportunity for growth and improvement.
I know - I won't name one person I know with a major issue and her issues. It is difficult for her and her husband. She is working hard - it is up and down, and her time frame is likely way shorter than mine, but with my recent shift, I told her "we are together and we're going the RIGHT way."
Love is going further than many people tend to realize or focus on - and I will NOT do that, especially as my knowledge and ability to speak, write and grow increase!
Let's go everyone! You're all great people! I've had so few here I've disagreed with, so few I've troubled about, so few I've had to dispute! You're all fun, all place engaged! I've always been sorry as work slowed me down - but love is a boost signal!
Bird Dog and his family? All the best for support, statements and phone calls. Missing other writers here who I've always enjoyed....hoping my recent friends add up and join their stories very soon!!!
