We are a commune of inquiring, skeptical, politically centrist, capitalist, anglophile, traditionalist New England Yankee humans, humanoids, and animals with many interests beyond and above politics. Each of us has had a high-school education (or GED), but all had ADD so didn't pay attention very well, especially the dogs. Each one of us does "try my best to be just like I am," and none of us enjoys working for others, including for Maggie, from whom we receive neither a nickel nor a dime. Freedom from nags, cranks, government, do-gooders, control-freaks and idiots is all that we ask for.
There's nothing wrong with committing suicide. Hemingway went out peacefully, at a time and place of his own choosing. With that said, we all have to compare ourselves to others. Life is full of comparisons. Everyone tries to do his best. But we also have the freedom to choose what to compare.